Today we sat by the Breckenridge river, at the french bakery here in town. As the days of september get shorter and cooler brook trout and brown trout attempt to go upstream to spawn.
We sat and watched the brown trout in the stream, as the water rushed downhill. There were two culverts dumping water into lower lying land. We watched fish trying to jump up to higher ground, going against the rushing water. They attempted to leap the 5 ft gap.
Their jumps seemed like futile attempts, but they kept trying. These fish were my teachers today…I asked myself:
How much energy do I put into futile endeavours?
How much energy do I put into swimming upstream? For example trying to do it my way rather than surrender and trust the universe.
Everything flows downstream….I have been swimming upstream all my life, resisting the flow, resisting life. Letting my mind and ego run the show until it no longer works.
Now is the time to let go and flow.